weird day

[brutalbunny]

i called out of work yesterday bc it was ENTIRELY TOO COLD and i SIMPLY DIDNT WANT TO DEAL WITH IT
or rather, my mom and i both missed our alarms. And then i didnt go to work bc it was too fuck cold outside lmaoo
but it was a nice day off. i learned how to take a day off! i dont have pto yet which sucks but like,
whatever, it's entirely too cold outside!!!

i also was sulking because i had ordered more beads on jan 7th... sulk sulk.
i ordered from the official artkal website (alt brand to perlers) and theyre based in china...
so it takes a while. which is fine!! i had ran out of black beads so it led to me trying other sprites which didnt rely on black heavily.
and then, after two weeks of shipping... it finally was delivered!
i had checked the tracking like, several times a day every day for those two weeks, because that's what you do with packidges...
only for me to miss *one* second half of a day, have it delivered on that day...
the day that apparently, there was a porch pirating incident in our apartment building, and my beads were not there.
SIGH

i was sulking because it took so longgg and we almost never have package stealing problems but like  😭My shit!!!!!!!!!!
IT TOOK SO LONG!! artkal doesnt have a large selection on amazon basically at all, and its much more expensive too.
debating between reordering from artkal (SO LONG) and amazon (SO MONEY and it didnt have one of the colors i wanted to restock)...
i looked around reddit to see where ppl bought artkal beads stateside. i mean i CAN buy perlers too apparently artkal and perlers are very compatible but THEYRE EXPENSIVE
WAH
Eventually found a shop on michaels' weird user marketplace that resells artkal beads. fine! for the same price too so i went and bought some more black, white, tan beads.. and also some transparent beads bc i didnt think to do that last time. fine!
it got shipped the same day so im hoping itll be here soon. itll be nice to have a source of artkal beads stateside so if it works out, im happy.

...................anyway my mom just woke me up to say that when she went to check our mailbox,
like, it's an apartment building mailbox, so it has these chutes that the mail slides through,
anyway so it was jammed in the chute. the package. the beads. 😭 LMAO
NOT STOLEN AT ALL........................
... WHISTLING EMOJI.............

so now i have beads :-)
and ill be getting more beads soon. LMFAO
i dont mind though bc YAYY I CAN DO MELTY BEADS TODAY ^_^
it feels weird to have a good feeling today though...

my stepdad had to have the family dog euthanized today...
his name was gibby and he was a Very Good Dog (tm). we jokingly called him a calf and a cow and a hippo and a horse bc he was just so. shaped
LOL
he was a boston/pug mix i think? very hefty beast. i think he was around 14 yrs old... but he had a tummy issue, like,
"his stomach will flip and he will explode and die" *not official terms
so he is no longer here. which is sad.
he was more my stepdads dog than anyones, so mostly i gave my condolences to him.. poor thang.
it just feels weird to be like, so unaffected. like i feel like i should say something- oh i lost my dog today, but...
you know... it doesn't affect me much, so it's like, what's the point in mentioning it? very weird. Shrug
very weird day!
its still Fuck cold outside, so i will play with my melty beads. ive also been playing animal crossing (gamecube) lately so ill do that later.
ive also been ideating on a new oc and she's soooo fun to doodle. nothing will come of that, it's just a thing that is happening.
she also doesnt have a name. LOL
well.
goodby. do not die of heart attacks while plowing snow!!