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it's FUCKING COLD outside today...! and for the rest of the month, because it's january in wisconsin
which i wanted! i wanted this. i said "i miss wisconsin winter i miss being by the lake i miss it being cold when it's supposed to be cold ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜"
and i did...... when i didn't have to leave the house.
but now i have to leave the house.
and it's sub one degree/feels like -23f and its liek. fucking kill me
something about my work is really putting me in mind of being in school.
not like, college, which i did go to college... but somehow community college felt more mature? i guess?!
the only people who went there- who were in my classes, anyway- were like, normal adults,
who wanted to be there and weren't obnoxious high school boys basically LOL
but somehow... the place i work, and the people who work there, and something about riding the bus every day,
it's putting me in mind of being in high school. so bad. it's like forced age regression but not even in a fun way.
the dudes who are most talkative at work have the exact same energy as the high school boys i used to go to school with,
and i keep having to like, forcibly remind myself that i don't know these people and i don't need to be on guard for being bothered ðŸ˜
not that i was ever bullied outright but like, you know. general bother. Because theyre annoying high school boys!!
which leads to me having these feelings of, say, if i have to stay at home a little longer for a doctors appointment, which i did,
and it's fucking cold outside, which it is,
i have to remind myself that i do, actually, have to go to work, and get paid, and i can't just "call in absent" because i don't have PTO and i want money.
LMAO
i'm like oh my god why isn't school cancelled... it's literally cold outside. i can't believe you're making me go to school when it's cold outside.
but i'm not going to school i'm going to stupid work.
oh also it leads to me thinking "well i'll just nap when i get there/i'll draw in class today" and i can't bc there is no class!!
AAHHHH
honestly it's not that i don't want to be At Work, work is fine, i like it, it's a very good job and i can't be whiny about it already lol
but it's that i love love love the feeling of staying in when i'm supposed to be doing something. LMAO
like "ohhh everyone else is at work but i'm :} in bed :} im special ruby :}}}"
alas. i have to lock in.......
also we don't have work off today because fuck mlk i guess. ðŸ˜
which i wanted! i wanted this. i said "i miss wisconsin winter i miss being by the lake i miss it being cold when it's supposed to be cold ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜"
and i did...... when i didn't have to leave the house.
but now i have to leave the house.
and it's sub one degree/feels like -23f and its liek. fucking kill me
something about my work is really putting me in mind of being in school.
not like, college, which i did go to college... but somehow community college felt more mature? i guess?!
the only people who went there- who were in my classes, anyway- were like, normal adults,
who wanted to be there and weren't obnoxious high school boys basically LOL
but somehow... the place i work, and the people who work there, and something about riding the bus every day,
it's putting me in mind of being in high school. so bad. it's like forced age regression but not even in a fun way.
the dudes who are most talkative at work have the exact same energy as the high school boys i used to go to school with,
and i keep having to like, forcibly remind myself that i don't know these people and i don't need to be on guard for being bothered ðŸ˜
not that i was ever bullied outright but like, you know. general bother. Because theyre annoying high school boys!!
which leads to me having these feelings of, say, if i have to stay at home a little longer for a doctors appointment, which i did,
and it's fucking cold outside, which it is,
i have to remind myself that i do, actually, have to go to work, and get paid, and i can't just "call in absent" because i don't have PTO and i want money.
LMAO
i'm like oh my god why isn't school cancelled... it's literally cold outside. i can't believe you're making me go to school when it's cold outside.
but i'm not going to school i'm going to stupid work.
oh also it leads to me thinking "well i'll just nap when i get there/i'll draw in class today" and i can't bc there is no class!!
AAHHHH
honestly it's not that i don't want to be At Work, work is fine, i like it, it's a very good job and i can't be whiny about it already lol
but it's that i love love love the feeling of staying in when i'm supposed to be doing something. LMAO
like "ohhh everyone else is at work but i'm :} in bed :} im special ruby :}}}"
alas. i have to lock in.......
also we don't have work off today because fuck mlk i guess. ðŸ˜
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(we do technically have work off today but I had to go outside anyway and it sucked. unfair! mean to me specifically!)
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NOOO THATS SO UNFAIR TO YOU like im just whining but youre literally allergic to the cold!! just get a doctors note or something "riella has to hibernate until circumstances improve" surely theyd understand
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